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Name: Rick
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Edmond
Gender: Male


Interests: Pursuing God and all He has to offer, Theatre, Soccer, Rock climbing, music, anything outside, living life relaxed
Expertise: Procrastination and randomization


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Member Since: 4/24/2006

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Currently Listening
Very Best of Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons
By Frankie Valli, 4 Seasons
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Beauty and the mess

I have been playing ultimate all day and I must say it is so dreadfully hot here, but the slight breeze that comes through on rare occasion is blessed. That sets up my summer thus far. I'd be in the pit of the heat of battle then like a refreshing breeze God comforts my soul pushing me onward and upward to continue in His way. The gain of glory is ours to look upon!


Sunday, May 13, 2007

Currently Listening
The Very Best of the Drifters
By The Drifters
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love

if you want to be christ-like do not forget love. the greatest commandment and the greatest feeling. do not harbor on the feeling of affection; show it with all your heart. Tell that friend how they make you feel. Express emotion to your family. Reach out to those hurting around you. love people. help. encourage the world, embrace their needs.


Monday, May 07, 2007

Currently Reading
Zondervan NIV Study Bible, Personal Size
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A chance to change

Times are changing. Hearts are being renewed. Happiness is a goal we strive for and for good reasons. So how do we get to that easily attainable place? We center ourselves around change. We seek to alter. We think if this isn't working then maybe this other approach will. Let me tell you something; you can exhaust all perceptible avenues but if you are doing without guidance of God you are doing it wrong. You cannot just make a decision and go with it. I mean you can but what a waste of time and feeling if you go it alone. You may think you are making the right choice but ultimately you are running circles around the issue. In the end you are hurting. So here is my plea. Think about your choices of action. Consider your relationship with him and others it affects. Don't go it alone. Let Him walk beside you as a friend. If you feel you are making the wrong decision, any kind of hesitation in your mind, then reevaluate and consider the consequences. He is there as a guide. Save yorself the hurt and the time. This is my advice to you.


Sunday, May 06, 2007

Currently Reading
Emotionally Healthy Church, The
By Mr. Peter Scazzero, Warren Bird
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hello reality

I am made to be better than I am. I am strong when I should be vulnerable and weak when i should be solid. I am a hypocrite with no reason at times and a successful teacher with no thank you's at times. I have gone threw a lot of self analyzation in the last 7 hours with limited sleep and an open heart. I've bombarded my God with questions as to who I am in His eyes. Most people I come in contact with know about my passion for helping people. I would do anything to help a stranger, but I've recently realized that I wouldn't do the same for the people closest to me. I wonder why that is. The whole world could see me in one way, trustworthy and brutally honest, but if even one person sees the opposite I rack my brain for what I did wrong. I wonder why I do this. God is with me in these times of confusing. I am happy I am His creation and I'm eagerly waiting for Him to answer my questions from last night/this morning.

Teach me.


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Currently Listening
Why Should the Fire Die?
By Nickel Creek
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Searching

What do I want? Evenmore, what does God want for me? How many times do we ask these questions? I hate wondering in this specific moment of my life. I'm heading into my last year of college. I'm standing naked to the wind and not knowing which way it will take me. I love change, but I hate indecisivness. I'm not a fan of not knowing what to do and I for sure need work in my patience department. God is good in His own time but too often I want His time to be on my time. Frustration is boiling inside of my split heart and that is not the caulk to mend for a lasting hold. What am I searching for? Simple answers on a complicated issue; an issue I complicated with My actions and words. I want to know more of Him so I can know more of me. I don't want to know more of me so I can alter Him to my liking. I need a resolution.



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